Tyler is home again, but he might be leaving again on Wednesday :(. He had a very good time while he was there. He brought me home a gift that he picked out all by himself! It was a dress and it fit perfectly. I was so surprised by how well he did. I hate it when he is away, but it makes me value the time I have with him even more. Also it makes me work on myself more. It gives us a chance to look at our relationship from a distance and correct the things in ourselves that we need to. Here are somethings I really miss about him. He makes life go smoother, everything seems to go nuts and out of control when he is gone. I don't know if it is just me on edge and it just feels that way or if it is reality. Secondly, our house isn't as scary, yes I am afraid of the dark when he isn't home and I am usually sleeping with the hall light on. Sometimes it takes me awhile to settle down enough to fall to sleep because I am worrying about everything. Third, I feel like I don't have a life when he isn't here. I hate that! I'm no one when he is away.
Sometimes I just want to turn the music up way loud and grab him and make him dance the night away with me. Life was made for living, not enduring. I hope we always remember that.
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