I miss him

Tyler is still in Detroit and will be until Saturday.  I miss him so much. He brings this peace to my life that is hard to explain.  Every difficult situation seems easier when he is by my side.  Yesterday I read some old e-mails, back when we first started talking.  It was so good to remember those times and how I felt and where we have grown from then.  There are somethings I want to go back to. It was most certainly a check in my heart because I remember who I wanted to be to Tyler.  I wanted to be this perfect wife that always held him up and made him feel special every day. I think I have lost sight of that some. Now I tell him a lot of my dissatisfaction in things and in life.  I want to go back to that, to treat him how I always intended to but also no loose what we have grown in love during these years.  I don't want to let life get in the way of my love for him.